So I had my first day of bootcamp today. It was really great, challenging, and really brought my pulse up high. I was dripping sweat. And then, I felt it coming. I quickly scanned the room for the closest garbage can. I began to walk towards it, and then… I projectile vomited my spinach salad EVERYWHERE. Including my shoes, my shirts, this girls yoga mat, my hands, the floor, the floor three feet away from me. I literally clutched it to my mouth, mumbled out, “I’mfjunsd so sorrysufhsfs”, and booked ass to the bathroom. Most hilarious and embarrasing moment of my young life. People were cool about it, so that’s something. But seriously. PROJECTILE VOMIT. And it was green.
Ready to dieeeeeeeeeee can’t wait for next session on Wednesday.
ϟ Just got back from the gym
And omg… I’ve never felt so self concious in my life. The gym closest to my house is a coed, and I’m so insecure about my body that I act awkwardl and don’t work out as hard as I’d like to for fear of judgement. I know that isn’t right. I hate myself for feeling that way. I think I’ll start going to the womans only gym till I’m a little more confident. But holy shit, the mirrors everywhere made my so insecure. Like, my ass probably has it’s own gravitational pull……
Right now I’m compiling a list of groceries to buy on Friday, along with my new meal plan which will start Monday. I know I’m doing that thing where I put it off, but I finish exams on Friday and plan on celebrating this weekend.
Another thing I’ve done is arrange my schedule so I have a spare in the morning, so that I can go to the gym before class at a reasonable hour.
Wish me luck biddies!
